Review of 2012

2012 brought me so many things in my life happiness, sadness, disappointment, heartbreak, laughter, tears. It made me realize that we can not go crazy  in what we could've done differently, and learned to take it as a lesson and not let me hold me back. I love the people that are part of my life and people that were part of my life, because those of you that are in my life have brought me so many blessings that I Thank God everyday for it. People that were part of my life thank you for the lessons you taught me, because of that I know what I want and I don't want in my life. I know that I want to be who I am and that people that are around me truly accept all of me not a teaspoon of it, but believe me if you need to tell me you need to put your brakes nineette I will gladly listen to it.. I love intensely and I give loyalty to the max, because without that what are we. I realized I am truly a passionate individual, but don't not cross me, because while at the same time I love passionately with that same intensity I will show my other side. I am a complex individual, but you can never say I am two faced person. I will show you or express in some way how I truly feel about you. I'm not very diplomatic person never got to learn that. Disappointments come in many ways, because I  disappointed myself in the fact that I didn't get to complete my goal, because I let other stuff consume me, and I guess for my New Year resolution is that need to form a stable foundation and not let anything come in the way of my main goal for this upcoming year, and I will keep my followers informed about where I will be heading in this journey in my life.

Young Love

I have a two daughter's, and I love them to my very core so when they are hurt in anyway I hurt at the same time they are in pain. It breaks my heart, and I want to hurt anything in sight that harms them. My oldest daughter is already in the dating phase and I guess it is scary for me, because I really don't have that much experience with that, because I had two important boyfriends in my life that impact it my life in one way or another. I know how heartaches feels it takes a while to get over somebody. I know my daughter is still hurting inside from her breakup that happened a while back at the beginning she was very vocal about it, but now it is a hidden pain. That she tries to lie to herself that she has moved on and she doesn't think of this guy. She had to learn the hard way certain things you shouldn't do in a relationship, because in this relationship no working out she has so much to felt guilty, but I do hope she took that as a lesson to her next relationship. It still breaks me inside to see her still hurt, because she see's how easily he moved on and I think she feels stuck, and I don't know how to get her out of that funk. Yes, I know she messed up but it takes two tango in a relationship. She is a valuable young woman and she is sensitive and loving. Like any teenager she has her moments, but she when she loves she does it with heart and soul. She is an amazing young woman and I am happy that she is turning into an amazing young woman that loves with intensity. You will find that right guy for you that will treat you the way you need to be treated like you are is Goddess... Never settle for less than a guy treating you like a Goddess...