I started weight watchers in the end of july and still going at it. I believe Im making wiser choices in my way of eating, and believe Im a heck of a lot more active than anytime before in my life, even when I was in high school wouldn't recognize this girl on how active I have becomed. I have had two attempts of trying to lose weight, but I guess my mind was not connecting with the desire to lose the weight or maybe I was not really invested, and I hadn't for a while. It took something tragic in my life to shake me hard and tell me enjoy the life that you are given and don't dwell on stuff that you can not fix, or being stuck in the past, but you can fix the stuff that make you unhappy. My main source of my unhappiness is my weight, because I never weighted the amount I did. That tragedy in my life is somebody that died and he was very close to my heart, and I'm so thankful to him for the stuff that he did for me while was he was alive and I hope he knows that wherever he is, and after death he has become some type of muse for me. To remind me to enjoy life, love, and be HAPPY!!! Because to let your life end with you have nothing and Im not speaking about the material stuff I'm speaking of the emotional value that we leave in this world for ourselves and others.. He was loved very much by me it is too bad that I got there late to say goodbye, but tio Gracias(Thank you). Te Quiero Mucho(I love you so much). Again, he is my muse for this new chapter in my life which is getting healthier and a happier person. In the end of July I weigh in at 224 when I first start my Weight Watchers and my life changing journey, and I have great moments at the scale, and some not great moment in the scale. I can proudly say when I did my last weigh in which was October 29. 2013 I lost 4.2 for that week, and overall lost in total 20 pounds. So, now Im weighing 203.8. I'm getting a little bit more closer to that goal I want to reach.. I know I promised pictures and they will be coming soon...If you want to change something that makes you unhappy and you can do something about it go ahead and do it, don't let it be that monkey on your back, because it is in your power to remove it..
