New Directions

I am on a mental block right now, because there are so many things running through my head at once, and that is one of the things I need to correct, because I can not let to much run through my head, because I might have a short circuit. I need to focus on my photography and pretty much set it out in full gear and not question my art, because there are people that are not going to like the way I take pictures, but there are other people that my love my work. I just have to keep up with the punches and just dust myself off and keep on moving and stop going backward or let other people question my work. I also have a new project that I am working on and we will see how that new endeavor will go, but I have a positive vibe out of it, and it feels so great that I get the support from my mother-in-law for this new project I want to endeavor. Never let anybody question your dreams, continue on and follow that dream, because sooner or later that dream will become reality.

New Year

I guess everybody decide to hit a resolution for the beginning of the year. I didn't decide for one, because I prefer to work in different angles of my life, not in one thing in particular, I guess I must have sensitive skin that I don't take things very well. When you are blind-sided would anyone take it well? I don't think anyone would, and in a way I felt betrayed and it created it so much anger and resentment, and still now it is like an open wound that just pouring a little bit of lemon in it, it still stings, because I just feel betrayed and I don't know how to remove that feeling. I am the type of person that whatever I feel about the person either be negative or positive I tell them to their face and not put a front that I like you. I am not like that like in spanish "siempre se habla con la verdad desde el principio." "Always speak with the truth head on from the beginning." I am a person that has feelings I am not made out of a rock, but I guess some people put me in those positions where I just have to repress those emotions, because they hurt me deep. I am not saying I am the best person to get along with for some people I give the wrong impression and other people just don't understand, but for the most part people that know me I am a loyal friend and I will go far beyond my means for my friends and the only thing I asked back for is respect of me as a person that has feelings.