I guess everybody decide to hit a resolution for the beginning of the year. I didn't decide for one, because I prefer to work in different angles of my life, not in one thing in particular, I guess I must have sensitive skin that I don't take things very well. When you are blind-sided would anyone take it well? I don't think anyone would, and in a way I felt betrayed and it created it so much anger and resentment, and still now it is like an open wound that just pouring a little bit of lemon in it, it still stings, because I just feel betrayed and I don't know how to remove that feeling. I am the type of person that whatever I feel about the person either be negative or positive I tell them to their face and not put a front that I like you. I am not like that like in spanish "siempre se habla con la verdad desde el principio." "Always speak with the truth head on from the beginning." I am a person that has feelings I am not made out of a rock, but I guess some people put me in those positions where I just have to repress those emotions, because they hurt me deep. I am not saying I am the best person to get along with for some people I give the wrong impression and other people just don't understand, but for the most part people that know me I am a loyal friend and I will go far beyond my means for my friends and the only thing I asked back for is respect of me as a person that has feelings.
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