Innocence

I get so excited when I see those happy smiles on my children, because I wish my siblings and I would have had those moments, but they were stolen from us. I got my children new shoes and play mask for halloween, and they were so excited to play with them it brought a sparkle in my heart, because I enjoy seeing them happy. Sometimes we forget how remarkable those ages are and how ingenious they can be. I love my little children they fight with each other, but when it comes one of them is in trouble they are thick as thieves.

Performance on Last friday

My dance troupe we got to perform again in the prince's deli, and I thought I was going to be nervous or throw up, because that is what I usually do. Last performance I felt like a total failure, because I almost flaked out and let the fear control, but in this performance the medicine helped as well as meditation, which I have never done, but it felt so awesome not having the urge to go to the bathroom and throw up. I have performance anxiety take over my life for to long, but I am putting the effort right now to do something about it, because I can not let it stop me from doing what I like to do, which is dance and perform with my troupe. We did awesome with one of our new numbers. I might be restating what I said in my previous blogs, but don't let fear consume your life it is weakening to anyone go out there and don't let the fear control you.