My dance troupe we got to perform again in the prince's deli, and I thought I was going to be nervous or throw up, because that is what I usually do. Last performance I felt like a total failure, because I almost flaked out and let the fear control, but in this performance the medicine helped as well as meditation, which I have never done, but it felt so awesome not having the urge to go to the bathroom and throw up. I have performance anxiety take over my life for to long, but I am putting the effort right now to do something about it, because I can not let it stop me from doing what I like to do, which is dance and perform with my troupe. We did awesome with one of our new numbers. I might be restating what I said in my previous blogs, but don't let fear consume your life it is weakening to anyone go out there and don't let the fear control you.
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