Concerns

This past two days I have been quite worried about somebody that I care for dearly, because it is hard to see those people you love be fragile, because we want to keep those people in our lives forever, although with a rational mind we know nobody lives forever, but when we feel emotionally we wish we had the people we love around us forever, but not even us are forever. It is just hard to see the people around you that you love sick in any way, and I have been going through that in the past three days, and there are moments where I want to cry, but I need to remain strong for that person so they don't fall apart. I feel at times I don't want to show tears, because I don't want to affect that person's state of mind, but I know I need a good cry to see the anxiety and concerns I have inside get washed away by the tears. Tears are really necessary for our body is releasing certain negative emotions, so right now I feel so surpressed of not expressing on the way I feel. I easily get irritated with people that try to make jokes while I don't feel like jokes, because I am concern right now of one of the person that is in my life that I really care about. At the same time I have to understand those people that want to make jokes, because that is their way of releasing their nerves, there is no perfect way of releasing your concerns and anxiety. Every person is different and releases it different, and I have to create more tolerance of people that show their nervousness and anxieties in a different way. So I do apologize to those people that I have gotten easily irritated with them. What I want my bloggers to get out of those blog is that we need to create more tolerance with each other, because where there is intolerance that is where conflict is built, because there is no tolerance of other people and that fact that everybody expresses their feelings differently. We are unique individuals and we need to communicate with each other in how we are feeling, because of the intolerance we have of people's expression of emotion creates confusion and misunderstandings and that is where we head into trouble. Welcome again for all my bloggers.