Rebuilding life back on track...

I have been slacking on certain areas of my life for so many reasons. Realistically, there is no exact reason the only person I can blame is the person I see in the mirror every day. Although at times I don't have the fortitude to deal with certain issues in my life, and I substitute those things with other things  that are probably just as bad or worse as the issue. I need to get my head straight get the strength to reach my light and my full potential. I am doing a great disservice to the people that love me and respect me, and I can not be a bad example for my children, because at least my oldest is looking up to me, and I don't want to give her wrong ideas to deal with issues you have to face them and deal with the emotions that come with it. I am super motivated to gaining my goal, and I pray to God to give me the strength not to deviate for any reason, and give me the strength to see the goal at hand and that is going to be hardwork, but it is not impossible to reach that light at the end of that tunnel.