Emotional Day

I had a convo with somebody important in my life, and I felt like I needed it to help him, because I know he is in so much pain. It is an immense pain that it is unexplainable, you just want to quiet down that pain. The problem is the people around him don't know how to deal with him, because everybody thinks he is a problem. He needs so much love, because that pain is affecting him in every aspect of his life, and as well as some professional help. We live in a world where we don't realize this children that have no parents, and came from an abusive home all the damages that come from that. It creates so much damage to somebody, especially a little boy at age 3 seeing the person that he most loved in the world inside a casket, and thinking that she is sleeping, and she will wake up soon. Growing without the love of that special woman in your life that would love you no matter how many mistakes you make in your life, and always having her arms wide open to tell you to rest all your pain on her shoulder and share you pain and tell you that she still loves you no matter what. Sometimes we forget how valuable this women are in our lives, and we take them for granted, but we don't realize how that affects us when they are no longer here. While you might have differences with those ladies remember who they are, and why it is they are telling you those stuff, before it is too late. While I do understand the reasoning in my mother's death it doesn't make it easy, because while I understand her death she is missed by many of my siblings some admit it and others just repress it and hide it. It would have been great for her to be there and tell me that she will be there to support me no matter what, it would have been great for her to be there on the birth of her first grandchild, it would have been great to share on those first moments of her grandchildren, it would have been great for her to be there for my wedding and tell me that I did good in the man I picked as my lifetime companion and give me her blessing. I know she was there in spirit in all those events in my life, but it would have been better if she was there with me in all those moments, as well for my siblings.