People say sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will not hurt me. I think that saying is so wrong, because words are more powerful than anything. Some people in my life taught me how to repress emotion, because showing emotions is a sign of weakness. When I was little it was my sperm donor and I call him that, because he didn't do anything positive in my life all the things I remember of that man were negative, that he stole a nice chunk of my childhood including his family. I have also had other important people in my life that when I was depressed and had suicidal thoughts their way of dealing with my depression is beating me up, and when I had a heart break and found out I was pregnant with my child at a young age those people called me drama queen, because I was dealing with a heartbreak, and little by little I started repressing my emotions, because I considered a sign of weakness. Now, I know better showing your emotions is a liberation of emotions, because we bottle our emotions inside we tend to become emotional and physically ill, and we become poison to ourselves. I have seen people that have so many years of repression and all of a sudden let it out, and all the negative energy comes out. When you have something to say, say it don't hold it in, because it will hurt you in the long run. Showing emotions it is not a sign of weakness it is a sign that we feel and show it.We hide those feelings in the mask that people want to see the smile, but really what does that person feel?
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